I crawl along the side of a highway because I thought I saw a
glimpse of you in a dead fox. You—every pupil. How beautiful
orange looks
when wet. In Virginia, we used to fall asleep to foxes screaming.
It’s how they find each other, you’d say, your breath—spoons
of white on the glass. To find your mate, you continued, you have
to scream. This is how I’ve learned to find you—
crouching by smoke and stench, the pull of every passing car
nearly taking me with it. The fox—newspaper at the end of the
day—crumpled.
I reach down to touch the remains, as if to carry them somewhere
they won’t be churned, all paper shreds. I hear something like a
ragged cough and the fox jumps—one-eyed, bleeding
mouth. Then, gone—back to suburban woods. Next to my feet, the
other eye. I slide this slick offering into my coat pocket.
Take a piece of you home.
ABOUT THE POET
Eli V. Rahm is a queer writer from Virginia. Eli is the recipient of the 2023
Mary Roberts Rinehart Poetry Award and the 2020 Joseph A. Lohman III Award
in Poetry. They’ve attended the Berlin Writers Workshop, the Juniper Summer Writing Institute, and the Tin House Winter Workshop. Eli’s work is featured or forthcoming in Door Is a Jar, Passages North, Bellingham Review, The Cortland
Review, and The Academy of American Poets, among others. You can find them at Elisaurus.Carrd.co.
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