KIERON WALQUIST — "THE OREGON TRAIL® + ALL OF MY DEATHS" (Issue 29)

Sugar House Review · Kieron Walquist's, "The Oregon Trail + All of My Deaths"

THE OREGON TRAIL + ALL OF MY DEATHS

An accidental buckshot, broken leg [couldn’t bother to bandage the

bullet-hole or change clothes], cholera, dehydration, dysentery, the

devil I’m sure dulling the disk, exhaustion, fever, foes, the fire I forgot

to gut until I was engulfed, greed, grief, the goddamn horse taking

off, the horse-kick, the humor in dying infinitely, insufficient funds,

the jaws of a rattlesnake, bad jar of beans, karma, knife-wound,

lash of sunlight, lily of the valley, measles, mosquitos, nightmares,

the promise of Oregon, an oasis being my heat-pickled brain, the

pioneer life, quarrels, questions, quitting, risks, my toothpick

schooner riding over rocks, river crossings, starvation, stupid shit,

typhoid, terrible luck, twisted lung, unarmed + under-fire, ushered

again into violence, vanity, vengeance, very wet-behind-the-ears, the

weather, want, wishful thinking, X marking the spot, yes when it was

no, yellow flowers, the zigzag of the computer mouse, zooming over

information, zero communication, your belief in me.

ABOUT THE POET 

Kieron Walquist (he/they) is a queer, neurospicy poet + visual artist from

mid-Missouri. He holds an MFA from Washington University in St. Louis + is

currently a PhD candidate at the University of Utah. Their work has received 

support from the Fine Arts Work Center in Provincetown, Monson Arts, + 

Vermont Studio Center. LOVE LOCKS, their first chapbook, is out with 

Quarterly West. He lives in Salt Lake City.

ABOUT SUGAR HOUSE REVIEW 

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poems from our pages, read by the poet. This an open invitation to all contributors 

from any of our issues, we were delighted to print your work, now we’re eager to 

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VIOLETA GARCIA-MENDOZA—"SOLASTALGIA NOCTURNE" (Issue 29)

Sugar House Review · Violeta Garcia-Mendoza's, "Solastalgia Nocturne"

SOLASTALGIA NOCTURNE

It’s late spring & earlier I overfilled the bird feeders

while thinking about karma, anticipating hungry

wildlife, insomnia. Each night’s its own soft throat

& lying awake I distract myself from past selves

by playing catch & release with Ring doorbell alerts.

In the driveway: deer, red fox, raccoons

slipping between arborvitae & basketball hoop.

In the distance, lightning ironworks the sky:

decades of rooflines, centuries of oaks. Everything

is temporary is a kind of curse where existence stirs

like weather, where survival plots in terms of forage,

tunnel, shelter. These hours, I’m sorry to be human

with our trademark cornering factors; I know

every apology creates its own future problems.

The night animals feed, then pixelate

back into the screen’s consolation wild.

ABOUT THE POET 

Violeta Garcia-Mendoza is a Spanish-American poet, teacher, and suburban 

wildlife photographer. Her poetry has appeared in numerous literary journals, 

and in 2022, she received a grant from the Sustainable Arts Foundation. She is 

a member of the Madwomen in the Attic Writing Workshops at Carlow 

University. Violeta lives with her husband, teenage children, and pack of rescue 

dogs on a small-certified wildlife habitat in western Pennsylvania. Songs for the 

Land-Bound is her debut collection, out from June Road Press in 2024. VioletaGarciaMendoza.com

ABOUT SUGAR HOUSE REVIEW 

We loved reading the work that we’ve published (clearly), and we want an 

opportunity to better hear our contributors. We're featuring audio recordings of 

poems from our pages, read by the poet. This an open invitation to all contributors 

from any of our issues, we were delighted to print your work, now we’re eager to 

hear it.